I was supposed to wake up at three in the morning today just to finish so many paperworks before i leave for a vacation back in Manila. However, I overslept and did not hear my alarm mainly because I slept very late --- reason...... i watched hairspray the movie until 12 midnight! Urghh....

The other day, I woke up at three in the morning and tried to finish one of the reports i have to do. Luckily, I was able to finish it with the help of coffee and cigarettes. hahaha.... Now, I should just be thinking about getting the right "pasalubong" (something you give to your family or friends when you get back from another country or place). But NOOOOOO!!!!! I am still trying (meaning.... have not started on any new reports yet) to decide what to do first!! And OMG!!! I do have a list to do..... But nope.... still thinking of what to do first despite the list!!!!

am I really waiting for Friday to come so that I will have a very miniscule time left to finish the reports before I go? Gawd! Its been like this since I was in primary school as far as I can remember. But what the heck! I was able to stay in the creme' de la creme' of our batch when it comes to academics. And I was able to bag some academic awards during high school aside from the fact that I was able to finish college and pass the local and US state board exams. And now, I am a professional... still like a child when it comes to cramming... I should not be cramming anymore. I am and should be wiser than that!

But when I think about it, an SMS of a friend way back before, comes back to me which I think was based on a verse in the Bible. Its message to this effect is..... Whenever we are squeezed.... the juices come out." So, its like cramming..... we are squeezed with the time and just like oranges, we are still able to make something "sweet and fruitful" out of being squeezed! Hahahaha.... Nice isn't it? But yes, sadly, i always use this as an excuse for dilly-dallying! hahaha...

I guess, there are so many ups and downs when it comes to cramming. And I still don't have much time to finish the reports yes..... but I am still cramming? Does it show? I guess not coz im still writing a blog! hahaha.... cramming....